urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boringpopsong enough to know you wanna illegally search my shit fiona 2009-08-15T21:09:38Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boringpopsong:139186 2009-08-15T21:09:38Z 2009-08-15T21:09:38Z you are a big fucking joke and i wish you would disappear.<br /><br />and no, this isn't about a boy. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boringpopsong:134700 2009-03-17T20:43:17Z 2009-03-17T20:43:17Z sometimes i think people take me for a fool. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boringpopsong:134117 2009-03-11T19:15:30Z 2009-03-11T19:15:30Z i am mentally, emotionally and physically drained from my job. for everything i give to them, they just take and want more. there is never a "good job." i have a feeling my raise is going to be non-existent this year, as well, unless the market takes a turn for the better.<br /><br />i just want out. every day i come home and i just want to cry. today, i did... and now i just feel worse for letting them get the best of me. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boringpopsong:132733 2009-02-24T03:45:29Z 2009-02-24T03:49:18Z on wednesday, I am going to see jimmy eat world on their clarity x 10 tour. I can honestly say, I've never been more excited for anything... probably ever. it's weird. I've been listening to jimmy eat world probably since I was barely 13 but I've never seen a full set. "clarity' is one of those records that I can say brings me to tears every few listens. every time I listen to it, I feel like its the first time I'm hearing it and can remember how excited I got. it is truly one of my favorite records ever, along with "futures."<br /><br />I have been smiling so wide lately. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boringpopsong:132605 2009-02-23T04:52:23Z 2009-02-23T04:52:23Z i felt for sure last night<br />that once we said goodbye<br />no one else will know these lonely dreams<br />no one else will know that part of me<br />i'm still driving away<br />and i'm sorry every day<br />i won't always love these selfish things<br />i won't always live, not stopping<br /><br />It was my turn to decide<br />I knew this was our time<br />No one else will have me like you do<br />No one else will have me, only you<br /><br />you'll sit alone forever,<br /> if you wait for the right time<br />what are you hoping for?<br />i'm here, i'm now, i'm ready...<br />holding on tight,<br />don't give away the end, <br />the one thing that stays mine.<br /><br />amazing still, it seems<br />i'll be 23<br />i won't always love what i'll never have<br />i won't always live in my regrets. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boringpopsong:132175 2009-02-18T22:02:29Z 2009-02-18T22:02:29Z boy - bayside &nbsp;<img alt="" src="http://a756.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/49/l_27abe1eb2852d3d982e1e8156c2bdb33.jpg" />&lt;img src=&quot;http://a756.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/49/l_27abe1eb2852d3d982e1e8156c2bdb33.jpg&quot;&gt;<br /><br />i never &quot;loved&quot; any of bayside's releases, until shudder. &nbsp;i've always really liked the music they put out, but i either didn't completely identify with it or there were tracks on the album that i didn't like that much. &nbsp;however, with shudder, they master something. &nbsp;i have no idea what that &quot;something&quot;&nbsp;is, but this album is quickly becoming one of my favorite releases from the past year. &nbsp;i think the trick was the fact that they basically took my favorite parts of their self-titled and <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">the walking wounded</span>&nbsp;and did the perfect mixture of these albums. &nbsp;so, so good.<br type="_moz" /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boringpopsong:131989 2009-02-16T01:43:29Z 2009-02-16T01:43:29Z i wake up to i find it's another four aspirin morning, and i dive in.<br />i put on the same clothes i wore yesterday,<br />when did society decide that we have to change and wash a t-shirt after individual use?<br />if it's not dirty, i'm gonna fucking wear it.<br />i take the stairs to the car and there's fog on the windows.<br />i need caffeine in my blood stream. &nbsp;i take caffeine to the blood stream.<br />i grip the wheel and all at once, i realize:&nbsp;<br />my life is a boring pop song, and everyone's singing along.<br /><br type="_moz" /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boringpopsong:131314 2009-02-08T17:10:41Z 2009-02-08T17:10:41Z "is that what you call a getaway?<br />tell me what you got away with.<br />cause i've seen more spine in jellyfish,<br />i've seen more guts in eleven year old kids.<br />have another drink and drive yourself home;<br />i hope there's ice on all the roads.<br />so you can think of me when you forget your seat belt...<br />and again when your head goes through the windshield.<br /><br />is that what you call tact?<br />you're as subtle as the brick in the small of my back,<br />so let's end this call and end this conversation.<br />and is that what you call a getaway?<br />tell me what you got away with...<br />cause you left the frays from the ties you severed.<br />when you say best friends, means friends forever."<br /><br />everyone's caught on to everything you do.<br /><br /><br /><br />i love you brand new. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boringpopsong:130772 2009-02-07T16:03:34Z 2009-02-07T16:03:34Z so, doing things for me is working out incredibly. sometimes everything needs to fall apart so you can put it back together after you've seen the flaws.<br /><br />you assess and solve the problem. I did it for me and things are working out better than ever. well, for the most part. <br /><br />I'm very happy. I hope the rest of this week is just as good as the "start." <br /><br />p.s. sparks the rescue makes me very happy as does MERCY MERCEDES. real stoked about seeing them two days in a row!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boringpopsong:130137 2009-02-04T22:40:08Z 2009-02-04T22:40:08Z i am so fucking excited to see the scenic and sparks the rescue over the span of the next week. 5 days in a row and i am too stoked. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boringpopsong:129028 2009-01-30T20:50:26Z 2009-01-30T20:50:26Z i love the new amsterdams. so freaking good. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boringpopsong:127672 2009-01-20T03:07:24Z 2009-01-20T03:07:24Z westlife :) this is most definitely going to be a year of change, that is for sure. my year of change has already started. there's something about my newfound cynicism that i kind of like; maybe it's because i'm seeing the big picture through a lens thats not cloudy anymore. unfortunately, i'm not sure i like all of the things i'm seeing. i think my life in all aspects needs a "deep cleansing treatment."<br /><br />i can't wait to visit cate in providence. i think i really need to get away from this part of the coast for a hot minute and just enjoy life again without worrying about anything. march 13th can't get here soon enough. what i really would like to be doing march 12th - 22nd: going to ireland. someone make it happen, or pray that i hit the powerball. <br /><br />"we are one" by westlife is playing right now and i refuse to change it. i will say that somethings will never ever change. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boringpopsong:126443 2009-01-12T04:54:31Z 2009-01-12T04:54:31Z fml. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boringpopsong:125638 2009-01-04T07:07:43Z 2009-01-04T07:07:43Z i miss the philadelphia scene... the way it was. seeing procession came opposite tonight made me realize how much i miss going to shows where boys prevailed and there was no drama, just unity. everyone at the show sharing two common interest: seeing the band and enjoying themselves. no "scene points." granted, i've grown since i've been involved, but i've been involved since i was 12 and almost ten years makes a difference. there was no fashion show tonight, no dirty looks... just love.<br /><br />check yourself. are you really interested in the music, or are you interested because of what's popular right now? if you're involved and interested, don't act like you're "too cool." these acts feed off the crowd that's there to see them and if you're acting like you're too cool... just go away. you're a downer and not worth the sweat, blood and tears that these bands give every day to make it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boringpopsong:125400 2009-01-02T23:40:24Z 2009-01-02T23:40:24Z you did this to yourself. sorry. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boringpopsong:124052 2008-12-20T16:39:57Z 2008-12-20T16:39:57Z getting to see nicklights last night and broing down at the khyber. would have much rather been in poughkeepsie but shit happens and i had a good time anyway. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boringpopsong:123840 2008-12-19T15:10:52Z 2008-12-19T15:10:52Z since i'm running late anyway:<br /><br />i have a very strong feeling that i'm going to be bummed when this weekend is over. who knew...<br /><br />oh and i got tagged with that 7 days thing and i'm definitely not tagging anyone else because i don't do that but i will start it. 7 things that make me happy,<br /><br />day one: EAR. that's for you, vicky. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boringpopsong:123115 2008-12-15T05:18:36Z 2008-12-15T05:18:36Z carolina - brighten last night was abso-fucking-lutely ridiculous. honestly. my friends are the best. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boringpopsong:121261 2008-11-11T00:49:50Z 2008-11-11T00:49:50Z as if yesterday wasn't awesome enough, jimmy eat world is playing clarity in it's entirety february 25th at the troc. i am going to die if i don't get to witness this. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boringpopsong:120347 2008-10-27T01:16:13Z 2008-10-27T01:16:13Z we all roll along.<br />this was the most ridiculous weekend of my life. or at least in the top 3. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boringpopsong:118481 2008-10-12T06:09:01Z 2008-10-12T06:09:01Z erica said our luck is going to run out sometime soon... i hope not, because i could get used to things like this. we used our lifeline tonight @ croc rock but it was absolutely worth it. life is so good to me sometimes. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boringpopsong:117431 2008-10-05T02:24:25Z 2008-10-05T02:24:25Z <img src="http://image.infoseek.co.jp/musik/feature/westlife/wallpaper/westlife_wp_640_is.jpg"> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boringpopsong:116802 2008-09-27T15:24:57Z 2008-09-27T15:24:57Z cars do you even have a conscience? its weird that this is still aggravating me but i just don't understand why people put up with your dumb bullshit. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boringpopsong:116652 2008-09-25T20:32:58Z 2008-09-25T20:32:58Z You gotta swim<br />Swim for your life<br />Swim for the music<br />That saves you<br />When you're not so sure you'll survive<br />You gotta swim<br />Swim when it hurts<br />The whole world is watching<br />You haven't come this far<br />To fall off the earth<br /><br />The currents will pull you<br />Away from your love<br />Just keep your head above<br /><br />I found a tidal wave<br />Begging to tear down the door<br />Memories like bullets<br />They fired at me from a gun<br />Cracking me open now<br />I swim to brighter days<br />In spite of the absence of sun<br />Choking on salt water<br />I'm not giving in<br />You gotta swim<br /><br />You gotta swim<br />For nights that won’t end<br />Swim for your family<br />Your mothers your sisters<br />Your brothers your friends<br />You gotta swim<br />For wars without cause<br />Swim for these lost politicians<br />Who don't see their greed is a flaw<br /><br />The currents will pull us<br />Away from our love<br />Just keep your head above<br /><br />I found a tidal wave<br />Begging to tear down the door<br />Memories like bullets<br />They fired at me from a gun<br />Cracking me open now<br />I swim to brighter days<br />In spite of the absence of sun<br /><br />Choking on salt water<br />I'm not giving in<br />I'm not giving in<br />Swim<br /><br />You gotta swim<br />Swim in the dark<br />There's an ocean to drift in<br />Feel the tide shifting away from this war<br />Yeah you gotta swim<br />Don't let yourself sink<br />Just follow the horizon<br />I promise you it's not as far as you think<br /><br />Currents will drag us away from our love<br />Just keep your head above<br />Just keep your head above<br />Swim<br />Just keep your head above<br />Swim<br />Just keep your head above<br />Swim urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boringpopsong:115957 2008-09-15T19:07:28Z 2008-09-15T19:07:28Z i have everything that is important in life right now, good friends and family... but what i really want is for someone to save me.<br /><br />that is all.